I come home from work today, I forgot my charger at work so I was trying to look for an extra one I looked in my boyfriends underwear drawer thinking maybe it fell in there and I wasn’t thinking about it while I was cleaning the other day. I look in his underwear drawer and I see a very small toe ring that I’ve never seen before. I try to be calm about it and ask hey what is this, he responded with oh that went with your ring I got you last year. Which isn’t true because last year he got me an old style Rosethorn promise ring and that never came in the box he got me. So I told him that’s not possible that they’re completely different styles and that does not match up he decided to say that he never saw it before.
This isn’t the first time something has happened in the past he has been on meet women in our Area, he’s been on dating sites and he completely lied about them when he knew I saw them. I tried my best to keep my calm and get to the bottom of it but then I gave up trying to ask. Are usually write in a journal to calm myself down but right now my nerves are on edge I already have very bad trust issues because of my ex. And he showing the same signs as my ex did in the past. I don’t wanna lose him I’ve been with him for over four years now, my self-confidence has went down the drain drastically and I feel like I’m not good enough because I know he’s lying all the time.
If I could get some advice that would be amazing in greatly helpful because I don’t know what to do anymore I can’t talk to my mother about it my sister I’ve talk to you about it but she says the same things because she doesn’t like him I don’t know what to do.