Ah god i feel so awful for even thinking this! I am married to an absolutely lovely man who would do anything for me, i am super lucky that he is as good as he is and i know this. Yet one of my friends husbands is saying how much he likes me and i find him attractive too.

We live 50 miles apart and he says he would come down to see me. I keep saying we shouldn't but he says we should and part of me really wants to! I know i shouldn't. I almost feel as if im two separate people and the one wants to go do what she wants and the other knows that i love my husband and father of my children (and i do still find him attractive). Why cant i control my thoughts?! I feel like such a tramp.