Basically I've fallen in love with my same sex best friend. She was the first person I told about my sexuality. And she accepted that. It never crossed my mind that a few months later I'd fall for her. It's been more than a year trying to deny my feelings. And know that I've finally admitted it to myself. I feel like I going crazy. And somehow with everyday passing I am falling deeper. As far as I know she's straight. But sometimes when I look into her eyes I feel there is something more. Maybe I'm delusional. A few months from now. We'll be going to college in different countries. I don't know if I should confess or not. I don't know if it's worth it or not. I just love her so much that it hurts.