So I’m in a relationship of almost 10 months and before him and I got together we were like friends texting online and when I was dealing with my issues I was very open with him because he seemed trustworthy and he was very insightful. It wasn’t till about five months ago or so where I stopped communicating and just would shut down because I don’t want to express myself ig? I’m not sure exactly I’m trying to figure out why I’m acting like this because I want to stop and I want to fix our relationship he means the world to me but I have a lot of mental issues and I never got help for it and I didn’t grow up in an environment where I could express my feelings and openly talk to someone so I never properly learned how. I just turn real cold and hateful without even meaning to ... what’s wrong with me. Please help