I've been dating this guy for four years now. Our relationship was based on commitment and trust. Few years went by and things started changing and we would fight a lot. We would even break up both days after we would fix things. Last year around Easter he officially broke up with me telling me I should move on because it's not working. I didn't take it easy, it was difficult for me to leave him because i loved him. I tried begging him to come back but he insisted and shut me out.
Some time, I called and he then told me he found someone else. I was broken and very bitter. I had all these thoughts and I even lost some kilos. The silence went on for about eight months. I tried to move on but my relationships wouldn't even last a week because everything around me reminded me of him. It was hard to let go.
Early this year we got in contact (I texted to wish him a happy new year) and he responded. I saw he was interested in having a conversation with me and I kept it going, forgetting he has someone. He asked to meet up. I went there with a different mentality of us just being friends but he wanted more. He told me he missed me and would like to try again because he can't let go. At first I was shocked but days passed and he awakened my feelings for him that I tried to bury.
This other night I decided to call and he told me not to ever call at night, very sad, and not understanding I called again. He then broke the news that he moved in with the new girlfriend. I didn't take it well. It really drained me. I couldn't sleep nor eat for a couple of days trying to digest everything. He asked to see me again because I love him. I went and he told me how much he wants to spend time with me and how much he loves me. I asked him, "What about the other woman?" He told me that "It's complicated, I wont understand but everything will be fine soon."
This guy and I have been through a lot before and I know the type of person he is but as for his love for me I'm not sure. I love him very much and he's all I think of day in day out. Could I be the replacement or is he avoiding troubles at home with me? Am I the sex partner or what?