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“Why does my boyfriend prefer porn over sex with me?”
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I’ve been with my bf for three years. We’ve had many ups and downs but a reoccurring problem is that I feel like he has always preferred watching porn instead of actually having sex with me. We have always had good sex but from the very beginning I noticed he never really climaxed during sex. There was always periods of time where I noticed we just weren’t having sex at all. He didn’t try to initiate or even seem interested at all.

About a year in I discovered he was watching porn daily. Not only that but he had a whole account where he was trying to interact with other woman. Of course I was hurt. On top of that he was watching categories of woman that were the total opposite of me (body type/race). This really took a toll on me but eventually we moved past it. I’ll admit it’s something that was always in the back of my head. I always knew he was watching porn and I didn’t really let it get to me because I told myself it was normal and all guys do it and even I watch it sometimes.

Fast forward, the past couple of months our sex life has really just gone to shit. At the beginning of the year I caught him trying to talk to another girl through social media. The following month I saw he posted something on Craigslist looking for his “first ebony experience” You can only imagine how that made me feel. Again I let it slide! And from then on I noticed the decline in his sexual interest with me. I brought it to his attention after weeks of not having sex. I literally broke down in tears but it didn’t change much. He told me I should just deal with it. We forgot about it because we found out I was pregnant.

We haven’t had sex in two months. Besides a couple days ago where we did it for likeone 1 minute and then we just stopped. ( He then proceeded to go finish himself in the other room) He watches it every day even when I’m in the next room. He says he’s using the bathroom or showering. He even does it multiple times a day. He probably doesn’t think I know but I go through his phone and there it is everyday. First thing he does when he wakes up. Sometimes I do think I am over reacting and I try not to let it bother me but at the end of the day it does. It might just be because I’m pregnant and hormonal but I’ve never felt so insecure or undesirable before. I see my body changing every day and it hurts me to know that he prefers to look at other woman than his own girlfriend.

Everything else in our relationship is fine. He tells me he loves me everyday but I am really unsatisfied with our sex life. I’m only 21 so I never imagined myself having this type of problem. Sometimes I cry myself to sleep because I don’t understand what I’m doing wrong or what’s wrong with me. I really love him but I’m getting so fed up and contemplating ending the relationship but being pregnant only makes it so much harder because I can’t only think of myself now. I don’t really know what to do at this point. I’d appreciate any honestly answers and opinions.

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User article | pornography, affair, addiction
“Transgender addiction?”
I am actually so surprised to see so many others going through this.. I thought it was just me. I totally don't understand why men would want to look at transgender women if they are not bi or something along those lines. Is this associated with sex addiction? My partner has had major trauma in his younger years which I think has led him to be how he is today. He has cheated more than once. He is constantly looking at porn. Now I have recently discovered he had been looking at transgender. He says he is not bi. He just likes the look of them. He physically cannot help himself even if he wanted to I don't think he would. He has said several times he doesn't want to be like this. If u don't want to be like something then don't. The only reason I have stayed is because I believe he has issues and I don't like to give up on people. Obviously the fact that I love him is there also. If there are any men out there or women who have advice as to when he can't control himself. Our sex life is great in my opinion we have a lot of sex so I just don't get it.
User article | pornography, transgender
Boyfriend watching transgender porn
Me and my partner have been together and lived together for almost 3 years! 6 months into our relationship I come home from work as he left for work and he accidentally left transgender porn on his computer. I confronted him. He denied it and said it must have been a random video that was next lined up. I believed him and left it. Happened again another 4 times over the next year. He denied every one and had an excuse for each.i then found myself anxious and suspicious. I went through his computer and phone one night and found more than enough evidence of his interests. I screenshotted everything. That morning I confronted him. He denied it for a second then admitted to everything. We broke up then 2 weeks later we got back together. As long as he kept his promise to stay away from this kind of porn. As to me it is not natural.? i told him if I see it again we will break up again. I’ve just found more on his laptop and computer. And I’m so scared he might be gay or one day loose interest. I’m disgusted. I have confronted him again. He admitted to it. Although I mentioned why would he do it again if it meant loosing the relationship but he had no answer for me. Please help me.
User article | pornography, rejection
“Partner lying about porn”
Hi peps. Am really struggling and don't know where to turn or talk to. I have been with my partner four years now and, for the last three, we have not had sex in any form or fashion. I have tried everything from moaning to leaving him to sort his head out after chatting about it. But nothing then omg i found porn videos on his phone confronted him totally denied it said he never typed it in or watched them. So with me not having any more sound proof had to leave it. Couple months later i thought 1 night after he been drinking i check age. And am not shitting u. He had typed to try get away with it. Hairy mot and blo job. I copied and pasted the link. And there i had it porn videos from all sorts sites pornhub everything. Pulled him up yet again still denied the lot.. Wat the hell do i do lol
User article | sexless, pornography, rejection
“Help – partner looks at porn”
Reading this has brought me mixed feelings on this topic. I'm 19 and my boyfriend is 21. We've been together for a little under a year and a half, and we live together too. Our sex life blows, we have sex twice a week and he can't last longer than two minutes without cumming. And when he cums, he can't get hard again, ever. So I never get a happy ending and he doesn't even try. He's not romantic whatsoever. I try to be sexy and spice things up but nothing works. It's like trying to get intimate with a wall. And he always tells me that he's not a big sex guy in general, and I respect that because I do not want to cause a rapey vibe whatsoever. So I was playing music off his phone and I went to his safari and went to type in the title of a dubstep song, and a porn site came up. I was shocked because he's not a big sex guy as he tells me. So what the fuck are you doing on a porn site? I find it disrespectful because he knows how insecure I am and it just fucks with me emotionally. I read articles that say its OK to be uncomfortable and it's OK for him to watch porn because its not cheating. But honestly i'm really bothered by it. I don't even wanna know what he looks up.
Ask the community | sexless, pornography, rejection
“No sex without porn?”
I've been with my boyfriend for about a year. He is older, I just turned 50 and he is 63. He said he hadnt been with a woman for over 20 years and when we got together he seemed like he wasnt nervous or unsure at all. I thought it would be weird and awkward for him and he’d be out of practice but quite the opposite. We had sex a lot at first, like most new relationships, it wasnt mind blowing and he’d complain if I had the slightest stubble ( Im italian and have dark coarse hair, shave in the morning and have stubble by that night. I took it in stride and dis what I could. Anyway, the sex started getting less and less unless I dressed in some outfit and made it happen. Now he barely touches me, wont do oral and Im clean, I have to be on top and he doesnt really get that hard. Finally we watched a porn the other day and he got rock had instantly and after 5 minutes of sex he cums. So now Im like wow, he can get hard as a rock, but cums in 5 minutes. And this after telling me for months he thinks he has low T and has a hard time getting stiff or even aroused. My self esteem is in the toilet and now even worse. So it seems I dont make him excited or turn him on, he has to have porn.
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