i have a boyfriend. but i am mad at him for reasons i can't say without breaking down. i think i wanna break up with him but i can't hurt him cuz i'm his first girlfriend, which i don't believe but whatever. i have liked this guy on my drill team for so long, and he likes me back but i don't know what to do about my boyfriend. i'm currently being bullied by this guy i used to date about 2 years ago. he has been spreading false rumors about me for 2 weeks going on 3. i have anxiety attacks every so often and it can't be helped. i shake and cry and it's scary cuz sometimes i can't breathe good anymore. i need help, i don't know what to do about this.